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Exams.
Oh God…
I’m already counting. I’ve officially a month and a half to prepare for the Final Year Examinations.
The serious -final-. 45%.
It’s -THE- exam.
My first 40% is already 63.7%. I’m too lazy to do calculations.
Okay I’m doing now…
26.96%.
My ideal subject combination requires a 70%.
70% – 26.96% = 40.04%.
Calculating further…
For this semester it’s 60% total…
I need 40.04% out of this 60%…
So stressful hahas.
However,
I still always say.
When God is with me,
Who can be against me?
I’ll leave it all into Your hands.
All my hopes, dreams, plans.
For You give me all I need,
Tomorrow I no longer seek.
; David
The Decisive Spirit.
Decisions can be so hard to make at times.
Should I eat this or that?
Should I play this or that?
It’s always those “Should I ____” questions…
After that you’ll ask yourself in your mind either consciencely or subconsciencely,”WHY should I ___?”.
When we answer questions, this is always the order it flows.
How -> What/When/Who/Where/Which -> Why
And it’ll continue in a cycle. I thought of this randomly anyway.
How: When someone asks us a question, we’ll start off by asking ourselves how we should answer it. “What are you doing for games?”. So obviously the question of How? is answering with the ideas we’re using fo games.
What/When/Who/Where/Which: What/Which games should I use? Who(How many) people are playing? Where is the location? Is it big enough? See, it all fits as we start asking ourselves that.
Why: WHY should we use that game? WHY should we use that place? Yeah?
Who knew that our mind used such concepts without us really knowing? But really, when you start thinking of the decisions we make. There’s always these questions in mind.
The human mind is such a complicated yet simple object.
; David
P.S. Remind myself that I’ve still got photos to edit.
JESUS. I UNDERSTAND LOL.
The Fruit of the Spirit
Is just so perfect
Cause without it
MY COMPUTER WILL TURN INTO SHREDS…
The Fruit of the Spirit
Especially PATIENCE
Thank God it’ll never end
OR ELSE I’M GONNA FLARE…
The Fruit of the Spirit
Gives me the idea
To never give in
till the very end…
Oh God…
Uploading Youtube videos in the middle of the night with your mom scolding you every few minutes to sleep is really such a Fruit-of-the-Spirit thing. So like… PLEASE MAKE IT GO FASTER PLEASE! ):
Bleh. I’m one of the most patient people around. I upload Youtube videos that forever in the middle of the night every fortnightly.
Tired. Bye.
; David
P.S. It’s not uploaded finish yet but if I don’t finish, gg lol.
I’m gonna perservere.
I’m gonna perservere.
I’m gonna persevere.
I’m gonna feed Your lambs.
I’m gonna take care of Your sheep.
I’m gonna feed Your sheep.
John 21:15-17
15When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?”
“Yes, Lord,” he said, “you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.”
16Again Jesus said, “Simon son of John, do you truly love me?”
He answered, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Take care of my sheep.”
17 The third time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?”
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, “Do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Feed my sheep.
Cause You told me to.
; David
Refreshing week.
After a week of struggling and tests,
The Sabbath is for us to rest.
We all have seen how He has moved,
When we really do our best.
Personally I’m happy myself,
Knowing how my cries are heard.
Cause it’s only when that happens,
That I’m picked up from the dirt.
I thank Him for this wonderful week,
In all His Grace and Blessings,
I look forward to the days to come,
For I know that He is there for me.
; David
Unexpectness.
Even though Maris Stella had no fruits today…
Beatty has a fruit!
And I’m taking care of him! Yeah!
This also means that even though MSHS doesn’t has its two converts for this ESS(which is discouraging before), my goal for July is completed! Shepherd of 2! (: Gotta retain him well first or else he’s gonna run run run haha.
I really like how Bernard puts it, He hears our cries. When we shed, He really hears and sees it. He doesn’t neglect us but empowers us and pours His grace upon us. I thank God for this sign of hope in my life!
Once again, my most put-to-heart quote, expecting the unexpected. I told Him this yesterday during my midnight quiet time(my peak hour!),“If anything that can show me that you’re real happens, let it happen tomorrow.”. This sentence came after I really kept praying and praying for MSHS that something will happen to it that will surprise me. Cause I realised again of the reminder that shep has constantly given me.
We are serving Him not His ministry. I need to learn to apply this more and more each day. Sometimes I just get carried away and only think of His ministry alone. Bringing people to know Him(which is something I’ve been really putting in alot of my time and effort for these weeks into) is not all there is to serving Him. It just shows that we’re hired-hands. And that’s something that I’ve been stuck with alot lately, until reminded on Friday. That’s when I really remember that the purpose of the ministry is for Him.
To be really honest, I used to not think alot of the bigger picture of CG08. I have concentrated alot on MS in believing that it can be completed fast and smoothly and so on. Upon God’s grace and unveiling the truth, I’ve changed. And that leads to me caring for more schools, in a very strong example, Beatty.
Overall, thank God for opening His floodgates this evening. (:
What keeps me going.
There are just so many reasons what keeps people into running the race.
Rewards.
Promises.
Blessings.
Fruits.
What keeps me running in this race? Alot of reasons but one of them that really stands out from the rest is People.
They are why I’m still here and not doing many other things(Trust me, ALOT. Just unnamed.). Without people, I think I’d just drop and tell Him in the face,”Hey, I’m outta this.”. With people, I know that there are still others who really BELIEVE in me and the school. Also, I ain’t the only one running in this race. Everyone is running with me, side by side. Meaning that I can safely tell myself that I’m not alone. Cause when we’re alone, it’ll get lonely. Think about it, it’s just so impossible.
Run a marathon that takes 100 years of your life. After overtaking so many people, you reach your 60th year. You realise you’re the only one around. Lonely. I don’t need to describe it further, don’t you just feel it?
With people believing, there comes hope. Hope given from Him personally. It’s strengthened by others. Woot! Cool eh? With this hope, we’ll never stop running in this race. Cause we always know that there are always others backing us up.
For me? I really find myself amazing that I’ve persevered through this one year and so forth. I’m tired, but I’m constantly refreshed. I’m discouraged, but I still continue. Feeling emo? Time to move on.
It’s not over yet, cause the Word says so.
Galatians 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Thanks for people like Bernard, Brandon & Daniel. And the many others who have been running this race with me all these well. To all you fellow runners, I thank Him for putting you in my life.
Maris Stella can, must, will be completed.
; David
Faith
Faith is something I desperately need to rely on this time round.
For by faith, then all things can be done.
Hebrews 11.
; David
